5.21.2010

こだわりすぎてたのかも? Tough time

よくへこんでます、最近。苦笑

どうも毎日の生活を楽しんでないこの頃。

年をとればとるほど、いろんなしがらみに雁字搦めになって、
色々気にしすぎて考えすぎて、自爆。笑

もっと人生楽しまないと。

ま、そんな簡単なもんでもないだろうけど、とりあえず。

I' ve been emotional recently... sometimes ok, but most of time, feel so tired, bad mood, don't want to do anything....

It is hard time for my family now, but I've been think too many unnecessary things and too negatively.

I am going to stop thinking. It's hard for me, but I will try!


I hope everything goes well.

5.12.2010

Mom day

ぶり豚と喜音が作ってくれたアイスクリームケーキ。


喜音からはプリスクールで、素敵な写真立てとひまわりの鉢、メッセージカード。
教会から喜音の写真。。。。のはずが先生が間違えて違う子の写真が。笑 教会の先生がだれかと間違えたらしい。^^:

奏大からは子供の集まり会で作った、指で描いた絵。そこにはメッセージがのってて、
そのメッセージがすごくかわいかった。

「僕の小さい汚い指は、家の壁、引き出し、テーブル、そこら中に残ってるけど、これは消さなくていいやつだよ。これは僕からママへのプレゼント。ママがママだったこと、本当に嬉しいから!!」

Mom's day. I got hearty presents from my family. Brit and Yukine made homemade Ice cream cake. Since I'm on a diet ( always fail tho), so I requested "NOT FOOD", but Yukine seemed to make a cake so much, still I was grateful for it.

Also Yukine made three presents from her two pre-schools and the church, and they were also so sweet! One was a photo flame with Yukine's picture, another one was sunflower with pot which Yukine painted, and the last one, which was from the church, was Yukine's photo.......it's supporsed to be,but it was not Yukine, other girl, maybe a teacher took mistake. It was funny, so I got somebody's picture for my mom's day too! hehe.

And Kanata made finger painted picture, which is from Kanata's play group. It has a massege,it's really ture and cute!!!

"My dirty little fingerprints I've left on every wall And on the drawers and table tops, I've really marked them all But here are some tat won't rub off, I'm giving them to you Because I'm thankful to have a mom that's just like you"

I'm not sure Kanata thinks like that tho..:p




なんだかこんな日があると母親になってよかったと思える。単純だけど。でもやさしいだんなとやさしいおちびちゃん二人にすごく大切にされているんだなと改めて実感。ありがとう。

自分の母親には。。。というと、かろうじて電話をかけることができたけど、なにもすることができなかった。。。だめな娘。。。来月、シアトルに遊びに来てくれるからその時にちゃんとこの分を!!と思っている。自分が親になってみて子供になにかを求めたりしないけど、でも子供からの愛は嬉しいのもってわかってるから。

Anyway, I got tons of loves from them. I was depressed recently. Early spring season makes me depress, maybe, but I'm so thinkful for haveing my family!!!
I' ve got lots lots loves from them! I love you guys too!


We didn't do anything besides phone call for both our moms, such a bad children... I will do something for them for sure. Even If you think that you love your mom, sometimes you have to show and say it, otherwise, it's hard to understand it.

I hope every moms in the world had a great happy mother's day!!